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    Last night was amazing. The only thing that could've made it better was more of my friends there with me to hang out and have a great time. I think that things are finally settling down for me. I'm done stressing over the petty bullshit that I have been in the past few weeks.

    If it happens, it happens. I'll deal with it accordingly if or when it does. I might severely injure someone if it does happen. All jokes aside, I'm being serious. That's one of the few things I don't play around about. Don't mess with my feelings, ever. I seriously might use that boxcutter that I've been talking about so much lately and honestly just lay his ass out. If that happens, Jesus, I'm so sorry. I hope there is someone else around to stop me, because I don't know if I'll be able to stop myself, really. There, I said it. That's the last bit of anger I have about the situation, unless it comes up again. Fuck it.

    Did I say how amazing last night was? Gah. I love Kim. I really do. I am so glad she's my best friend. I really don't know what I'd do without her in my life. Idk what I'd do without any of my friends. I'm missing a lot of them right now though. Seriously. Brandi, Linda, Darla, Gayle, Laura, Jessie, Amanda, Jenny, Cari, gah, where have we all been? Why haven't we spent time together like we once did? There's others that I'm missing right now too, but idk if he even misses our friendship like I do. Britt, I wish I could apologize for what I did, but I still don't even know what it was that I did. I don't even know how to contact you anymore. E-mail, facebook, and myspace have all changed. I don't even know if you have any of that anymore. Let me just say, I would never talk about any of my friends behind their backs without saying it to their faces as well. That's why my friends love me so much. I'm honest. I'm to the point. I'm just me. I'm definitely not just being Miley. ;-) Same thing with John. Gah, I wish he and I could be friends again. I know what happened there, but that whole thing was SO 2003.

    Ok..ok... I'm moving on like Mya here....

    On to my new stuff. Since I'm in electronics now, I feel like I'm pretty retarded about the whole area. I mean, I know what I like, what I'd buy, and what I'd pay for it but that's about it. I am not a gamer, I only know mainstream music, a few underground bands, and don't get me started on why you SHOULD NOT buy a Zune. Apple all the way baby! Then, the whole Toys/Seasonal area is scaring the shit out of me. I mean, Halloween is pretty awesome, but for the 2342398th time, NO I DO NOT HAVE A FLIPPIN HANNAH MONTANA WIG! I do not know about Yu-gi-oh, my little pony, barbie, nor do I know about G-I Joe. I have a little brother and sister, they take me into the store, they point to what they want, and then I swipe the card. Dunzo. lol

    What I want to start talking about is New Release Tuesday. I'm not a big movie guy, but I am into all the music stuff I can get my hands on right now. We'll call my little music/video segement here My Tunes on Tuesday.

    For My Tunes on Tuesday, this week was a nice little lady I'm bff's with, Jessica Simpson. Oh yeah. How about she's beating the CRAP out of Carrie Underwood on the iTunes charts. Yeah, go check it out. She's pretty awesome. I've only heard the one song off of Jessica's cd, but it's pretty damn good. Josh Hoge also released his cd this week. Much to my dismay, we didn't have it. Idk what that was about, so I haven't heard anything but the previews off of it on iTunes. Here's the deal with that. If I REALLY like an artist, I want to buy their cd and put it on my computer myself, if I just like an artist, I don't mind downloading from iTunes/Amazon. Oh, and Donnie Klang's cd came out the week before last, WOAH. That's one amazing cd. I LOVE YOU DONNIE!!! lol.

    Ok, I've typed waaay too much for a Sunday morning. More later...

    Change.

    There comes a point in everyone's life where all the foolishness just seems too much. I'm at that point. I'm done with the bs of dealing with people who do not appreciate me, support me, and treat me with the same respect as I try to give to them. I often wonder if it's worth it, if I should keep doing what I'm familiar with or should I just move on? Change is scary after too many years of being comfortable, but apparently not for some. I need some guidance.

    I'm really scared about what I'm thinking about doing, but if I don't do it now, when will I?

    Never.

    Something has to change. It must.

    I'm tired of being disrespected, lied to, and stabbed in the back. I'm not in high school, and I'm so sick of these games.

    It's coming. I'm just getting up the courage to do it.