Leveling out.
Sometimes, life surprises you.
Sometimes, it's exactly what you expect.
Sometimes, people change.
Most of the time, they don't.
More often than not, when things are getting really bad and seem as if they can't get any worse, they do... Just to keep you in check and make you thankful for what you have. I thought what I was going through was hardship, but it definitely was not. Everyone has problems. Everyone has bad days. Apparently, I'm pretty self-centered to not see that "Hey, I'm having a bad day, maybe someone else is too..." And not treat everyone as if they're trying to get me or something. They're not. I can't believe I was actually that egocentric to think that to the case.
I don't even know why I'm actually writing this. I guess it's just to get it all out.
I really just want what I'm working on to actually happen. That would probably make me happiest. Not trying to do the whole "Grass is always greener on the other side" thing, because I mean, I know the grass is greener over there, because there's a lot more fertilizer(crap).
Thoughts and prayers would be appreciated. :-)
I'm getting back to normal, so I hope to start blogging again with fun stuff soon.
Thanks for everyone staying with me through my rough time.